no place like home.

everything is changing.

i don't want to realize it

i don't want to search for comfort, or an appui

i know i won't find it in the usual places.

and it will just terrify me even more.

I know the ground is shifting beneath my feet.

i don't have the courage to put my weight on it, i'm too scared to feel it move.

i want to fly away instead.

come back want pretend there never was any ground.

that everything is back to square one.

I need mountains

I need green

I need the wind, the sea

the sound of the waves at night.