Saturday, May 30, 2009
everything is changing.
i don't want to realize it
i don't want to search for comfort, or an appui
i know i won't find it in the usual places.
and it will just terrify me even more.
I know the ground is shifting beneath my feet.
i don't have the courage to put my weight on it, i'm too scared to feel it move.
i want to fly away instead.
come back want pretend there never was any ground.
that everything is back to square one.
I need mountains
I need green
I need the wind, the sea
the sound of the waves at night.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
her face so clear, so bright.
the way im looking at her
theres no hiding
im not scared.
the way she's looking at me
our expressions mirrored.
the good kind.
i can't stop touching her arm, her hand, and waist, her body, her.
we're holding eachother close, can't let go
it's crazy and i can't explain it
we didnt even kiss.
i've never felt anything this strong.